You know what sucks? Growing up thinking you have a perfect family with a strong bond and then really growing up and realizing it wasn’t really real. Or that it meant more to you than to other people. A seemingly perfect glass shattered into pieces that don’t fit quite right anymore because too much damage has been done and it’ll never be the same again.
Is it so hard to be considerate? Does it not occur to someone that another person’s feelings can be hurt by certain actions? Is it so easy to forget about someone?
Is it so easy to forget about me?
Over thinking. Overthinking. Over-thinking.
Self sabotage. Self-sabotage.
Guilt.
Unsure. Doubtful. Shame. Disappointed. Anxious.
Left out.
Alone.
Dark.
if I could breathe underwater you would never see me again
The Underwater screen saver, from Windows 98
This was the last time the world knew peace
Remember when you had energy to do things? Those were some wild times
